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Wow, it has been awhile.  I know.  I have been doing terrible with keeping up with these blog posts, but no worries I'm still alive and still writing just not as frequently.  I'll try and get back in the swing of things but the last few weeks have been crazy.  So since my last post, my brother is now living with me and let me tell you being responsible for a kid (getting all the appointments in order, cooking for a picky eater, and the other stuff) is super hard.  Totally not ready to be a for real parent, most def.  I also was able to take some time off and spend time with Ryan for our anniversary.  It really is crazy that we have been married a year now; doesn't really feel like it.  I would be lying if I said everything was rainbows and butterflies all the time, but despite whatever life has thrown at us we have been able to overcome it together.  There is no one else I'd rather be by my side.  Ryan, you are my world and I love you.  We spent our anniversary kayaking together and sharing a lovely (cheap) dinner together because that is how we roll.  Also, had my mother-in-law and sister-in-law come up and visit.  I was super excited to see everyone and have a full house, but now I'm enjoying the quite.  Tj is at the lake house and Rory and I get to spend the rest of the evening watching food network and reading.

Since that is a recap of the last few weeks, I guess now I can figure out what I would like to do for the next month.  What should I focus on?  When I sat down and thought about doing this, I made a rough plan of what I would write about each month.  Obviously, I have diverged from that plan.  Things change and people change.  There is always something new to learn and something new to experience.  Only you can be the one to decide whether it is worse the risk or not.  I guess other the last few days, I have learned a lot about how people perceive me.  Normally, I generally considered myself crass, extremely blunt, and generally kind of a jerk.  I like to tell it as it is and I'm not afraid to call you out on your actions.  But maybe there is a little bit more to me.  I'm not exactly encouraging or kind, but every now and then I do have moments of wisdom and apparently I have some awesome charisma.  I've never really been one to be in the spot light, if anything I rather be behind the scenes.  The thing about being in the spot light is that everyone is watching you and analyzing everything you do.  After being a pastor's child for years that is the very last place I would want to be.  The thing about people watching you though is sometimes they see something in you that you never see yourself.  They see what you could be and what you are.  Everything is out in the opening and there you are exposed.  Why is everyone so fearful of themselves?  Are they scared they wont be accepted or can they just not except themselves.  I am many things.  Loud, arrogant, demanding, but I am also generous, patient (well most days and except in traffic), and enthusiastic.  No, I'm not perfect but I am me.  And I never want to be anyone else.

June, June, June................endless rain and it's not chocolate.

Wow, a lot of stuff has been going on.  My brother, TJ, is coming to live with my starting this weekend.  Kind of crazy that I'll be a guardian and stuff.  So basically, I'll be like these guys:

In case you are super lame, this is from Guardians of the Galaxy.  I like to think I'm that awesome, mainly because I am.  It's going to be awesome having my brother around.  Someone to go kayaking with me and hiking and just tearing up Huntsville.  Too bad he's not going to like me very much for long.  Planning on starting him with a workout regiment and healthy eating as soon as he gets here.  Yay for early morning workouts!  Anyways, other than that I've almost been married a whole year.  Weird, right?  I know what you are thinking, Ryan put up with you that long?  And the answer is yes! Well I guess not technically since our anniversary is on Sunday.  Although, we have been apart most of the year and we still have another year to go, I'm really thankful I have Ryan in my life regardless of how much it is.  I miss him and can't wait to spend the next few days with him since I'm taking some vacation time.  Hopefully, if it ever stops raining, we will be able to go hiking and kayaking together.  We will see.  Anyways, get outside, enjoy the little things and find someone to enjoy them with.  Peace.

SUPER LATE

Yes, I know I haven't posted in a while.  Truthfully, I have had the time but didn't really know what I wanted to say.  I'm pretty sure by now you grow weary of my "OMG outdoors mentality"  Can't help it.  I'm a bit of a hippie at heart.  I love being outside with the sun on my skin wandering by boat or land.  I guess its the explorer in me. Anyways, this past week was pretty special, my parents had their 27th wedding anniversary.  I know what you are thinking: Dang, they are old.  You wouldn't be exactly wrong, but hey at least they still look good.  All joking aside, I am so amazed by them and their unyielding commitment to each other.  A lot of people can't stay married more than a few months (looking at you Kim Kardashian), but somehow they have managed to stay together.  They are vastly different.  My dad is like fire ready to go in guns blazing, while my mom is more peaceful like a river.  Despite all of their differences, they have never stopped loving and sacrificing for each other.  They are a huge inspiration to me and what I consider my model for marriage.  Thanks mom and dad for your example and unyielding love for one another and us.  I love you.

In other news,this past weekend was awesome.  First, it was a long weekend (yay, no work).  Second, I got to spend a vast majority of the weekend you guesses it outside.  Saturday I got to spend some time with my family out at my aunt's lake house.  Other than just general relaxing,  my aunt and I went kayaking around the lake together.  It was pretty great, especially since I don't get to see her as much.  Sunday, Rory and I went and played in the creek together near our house.  He loves the water, but only if his feet can still touch the ground.  We will need to work on that.  Monday(memorial day) was quite possibly the best day ever!  

Rory and I woke up early (we are pretty much up early everyday) and went for a hike together on Rainbow mountain.  It was really nice since it was just us exploring the trails.  Plus we got to watch the sunrise over the Valley.  The only negative was that since no one else had been there yet, I literally walked into every spider web on the trail....they are like ninjas.  Later that day, I got to go kayaking with Donnie.  We had to share a tandem kayak but it was really fun and relaxing.  And we got free shirts!  Overall, everything has been pretty great.  After college, I'm finally getting to do the things I enjoy doing without being stressed out.  I think that's the greatest thing about the real world, finding out what you are passionate about.  For me, it will always be the outdoors.  So get outside and enjoy the little things.

P.S.  If anyone would like to donate to the "Chelsea needs a kayak fund," please let me know.  I accept checks, cash, and money orders.  Peace.

Outdoors and More

This past week has been pretty great; the weekend especially.  Kat was able to come up and hang out this weekend.  Plus got to see some amazing friends as well when we went kayaking on the Flint River.  To say I have the kayaking bug is an extreme understatement.  As many as you know I have been wanting a kayak for awhile and after this weekend I have been doing more research and price gauging.  Sadly, it may be a little while before I can afford the kayak.  If anyone is willing to donate to the "Chelsea Kayak Fund", please make all checks payable to Chelsea Nazareitan.

On top of the kayaking trip this weekend, I was go to journey to Guntersville with Rory while we dropped Kat off.  We enjoy a jog around the lake as well as playing the water.  Needless to say, Rory was confused at first about the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks.  He enjoyed playing in the water like a typical lab.  The more and more I think about it I am so thankful for Rory.  Not only to have somebody to go on adventures with but someone to keep me sane.  Being at the apartment by myself would drive me bananas.  Which is why when the weather is decent, Rory and I are outside hiking, swimming, or walking around research park. 

To complete my awesome outdoorsy week, Rory and I hiked Rainbow mountain together.  Sure, I had to carry him a little and believe me carry an extra 60 pounds up the mountain is on easy task.  He did pretty well.  A bit more work and he will be ready for a greater distance.  If you haven't guessed I love the outdoors and all the freedom and peace that comes with it.

This next week, Kristin has talked me into working out in the morning.  We will see how long this lasts.  Anyways, get outside, find something you love, and enjoy the little things.  Peace.

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It never ceases to amaze me how many people read this blog and get onto me for not posting (sure, it's mostly family).  Anyways, to everyone who continues to actively read my ramblings thank you.  It didn't feel right posting last week.  It has been a rough couple of weeks for the Nazaretian family.  Dealing with loss is never easy and if more so if it someone close to you.  I never know what I could possibly say to ease the pain and maybe there isn't anything I can do except be there.  I'm not exactly a good comforter.  From the limited time, I knew MeeMaw, Betty Nazaretian, I knew how much she was cherished by her family.  She was a beloved grandmother, mother, spouse, and friend and her influence touched many people's lives.  No matter if we lose something they continue to affect our everyday lives based on the legacy they leave behind and I know that MeeMaw left behind an enormous legacy.  I think about Ryan and his kindness, love, and passion for his work and I can see her in him.  She was such an inspiration to him and a constant encouragement throughout his life.  While she will be missed, she will continue to live on in our hearts and memories.

 I remember Clinton always saying in youth group, on your tombstone you have a beginning and an ending date, but there is dash in between.  How would you want to live your life?  It seems to be a constant question:  Who am I?  What do I want to be?  Honestly, sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself; I'm just me.  Maybe this is what I will focus on this month: me.  Where have I been and where am I going?  I'm not going to figure it out overnight, but maybe this month I'm going to focus on being a better me (although am I pretty awesome already).  In other news, this week had some very exciting things happening.  Bruce and Hilary Groves welecomed a beautiful baby girl, Lily, into the world.  I got to keep Zoey while Hilary was in labor and man let me know you that was rough.  When you have to talk to customers all day and you have a 3 year old wanting you to play with her, it can be tough to be productive.  I also got to hold, Lily, and let me tell you I was super nervous; she was just so tiny.

Kind of creepy that one day, I'll have kids....I'm going to let you contemplate that.  They may be slightly destructive but hey at least they will look good :)  Anyways, starting next week Couch to 5K training begins again and I talked Kristin into doing it with me.  We will see how long we last...Get outside, enjoy life and remember live each day to the fullest.  Enjoy the little things.

Random babble

April 22

I know I missed last week, but it is ok, America, I'm back!  To make up my lack of post last week, I'm going to try and make this a longer one.  No promises.  Most days I have the attention span of a Rory and if you know what that means it about...oh wait is that a bird?  Anyways, the past week was extremely busy.  For one, I moved into my new apartment.  3 bedroom, 2 bath place; lots of space for Rory and me and visitors *cough,Starkville peeps,cough*  Most of the stuff I manged to moved in by myself.  I mean I know I'm super awesome and all but I'm not Superman so I had some great guys help me move the bigger stuff.  Extremely thankful for Bruce and David.  Now that I have this new place, it kind of makes me feel like starting over.  If you know me, you know I love HGTV.  Unfortunately, I have no sense of style or how to make my apartment more homey.  So as of right now, it's pretty much looking like a bachelor pad but you know clean.  Maybe part of it is I don't want to make decisions without Ryan but I think the biggest part is I have no idea where to begin.  I mean I'm on pinterest all the time (thanks Kristin) but I just can't make the jump.  Oh well,  maybe one day I'll nail something down.  Until then I have a couch and a tv so I'm set.  In the past week, I also got in a fender bender its ok the Element held strong...the other guy may need a new bumper.  You know those random quizzes on Buzzfeed that seem to spam your facebook wall?  Well for whatever reason I have been taking a lot of those mainly due to extreme boredom.  What have I learned?  Well, for one thing I am apparently am very hippie-ish.  Which is kind of random, if you know how I feel about justice and honor.  For one thing, I hold honor very high.  Honor to oneselves, honor to your family, etc.  I hold someone at their word, because "a man is only as good as his word."  So I guess the only thing that really makes me a hippie is my love for the outdoors and the freedom associated with it.  I love just laying down in the grass, feeling the sun on my face and I love standing on top of a mountain and gazing out for miles and just seeing the sun peak out over the valley.  I know this post doesn't really have a lot of substance, but maybe you'll get a little more insight into me.  I'm a law-loving hippie with a short attention span and maybe that's all I need to be for the moment.

Packing and junk

April 8th

I'm going to be up front with you guys this is going to be a rather short post.  I'm in the process of packing all my crap since I'll be moving into my new apartment on Friday.  We are talking about an upgrade! 3 bedroom apartment.  (Hint: This means I have a spare bedroom for people who want to come visit.....you know who you are!)  I'm so over packing/moving in general.  I have pretty much moved every year since graduating high school.  I'm most def ready to settle down a bit, which means waiting for Ryan to wrap up school before that happens.  Super excited about T.J. coming up here; going to whip him into shape.  Another workout buddy! Other than that, I have a new found love with board games.  Betrayal at the House on the Hill is so much fun, so going to be making some more board game purchases in the future.  Other than that, get outside, live life, and enjoy the little things.